Decisions, decisions

I think, well I've decided to erm, well...

I will shut up from now on. My problems will stay mine. I'm big enough to handle them. All this talk about girls needing someone to talk to? I'll prove those scientists false.

Anyway.

I choose to remain alone and happy. I did okay. Before you turned up again. Some people just can't bear being alone. What more, some people love using others for their personal gain. Eventually, they resort to licking back their own spit. And then, suddenly realising that spit wasn't worth taking back, it's just a matter of time before they spit it out again. Oh what a vicious cycle. These type of people, just never realise how lucky they once were. Things are taken for granted, mutilated, in their care. And when it's mutilated, you really can't blame them for wanting to throttle you back to death, can you? Even animals, when their master treats them with cruelty, it's just normal for them to bite back their master's hand, or scratch them quite intently.

Some people question, why they get it the hard way. Why people around them are being difficult. But I also remember a retort "I'll take whatever you throw at me". Complete crap. God, some people really have a way with words, its disgusting. Honestly, don't you know why you get it the hard way? Let me answer it for you.

It's because you deserved it. God's wrath doesn't just appear in the hereafter. It can be anytime, anywhere. You got in and out easily last time, you think life's gonna get much easier afterwards? Haha, funny. Besides, its not called revenge on my part, nothing like that. Its more or less being much more cautious, and saving oneself before falling again into a bigger pile of horse dung. And let me tell you, it sucks being down there.

And for the last time, if you can't put 100% of yourself into something, don't even feel like you are of enough worth to get yourself into that situation again. Chances don't come rolling like cheeseballs. They are precious and are to be handled with extra care. I wish there was a 'fragile' note stomped right across it. Coz once it's gone, it's gone. Boohoo.


Yeah, story of my life.
Keep smiling! Just smile and wave. :)